People Act Strange

I give up! The saying "Actions speak louder than words" is so true.  When I was a teenager, it was common to hear and listen to what a person tells you..... their feelings, thoughts, wants, and desires or whatever it is they wanted to say.  I mean, why not believe every word that someone says, as a teenager you haven't really experienced much so you really don't have a reason to doubt the truth in what a person says whether it was your parents, your best friend, or your boy friend.  As I grew older, I find myself thinking a whole lot about what others say and do and trying to read too much into people's action. ( I can't help it) For example, if my closest friend says she worries about me but when I am going through so much....why doesn't she call me, why doesn't she care about my well being, why has communication ceased completely?  And what about the man/ woman that tells you that he feels a certain way, and how much he/she wants you in their life but never tries to understand you and where you have been in life before he just walks away. Let's not forget your parents, the one's that have brought you into this world.  Is your role as the child and your parents role supposed to switch as you get older? Seems this is what happens to me. Is a parent suppose to turn their back on you for his or her spouse? It seems crazy but not unheard of. 

After all the broken promises and mixed actions from the people around me, it has caused me to question even the smallest things. This may be good to some but to me I wish it wasn't this way.  I'm tired of trying to figure out why someone acts a certain way or says certain things if they don't mean them. People act funny!  Just be real.... STAMP!!!