Ok so..... not many people know me too well. The few that do can't compare me. I'm like no other, and you will never meet another. Can you blame a lady that's aiming for "incredible"? So many wanting to be in the presence of 'T' is so inevitable. I'm not mean, I don't have a bad temper, and a nasty attitude. I'm often forced to be forward, over-direct, and sometimes rude.....On the other hand, I am only me!!! I am so so sweet and extremely sensuous and I move with an resplendent swag that's so very unique. She couldn't walk in my shoes even if I loaned them, while I stand out like a black diamond she falls behind like a depreciated gem. (smile)
It is so easy to be labeled as something you're not. It is so easy to be judged by others for what you say, what you wear, or what you do. And no one is to blame for that, this is just the way it is sometimes. (life) The police do it all of the time. They stereotype people because of the car that they drive. They judge the boy that has on the baggy pants and the red t-shirt. They think bad of the little boy because of the things that his older brother did in the past. Then we have the woman that wears tight jeans and little skirts, some men might think that she is wild, a gold digger, and only good to lay on her back. We can't forget that man that drives the nice car with the nice paint job, wears the nicest clothing, and the newest shoes..... some of us ladies think that she should be dating that man and that that man will take care of her. Well let me tell you, looks can be deceiving. Everything is not what it seems and is definitely not what it looks like. That woman in the tight jeans and the short mini skirt just might be the nerdiest, nicest person you will ever meet with the warmest heart. That guy driving that nice car with the nice paint job just might be married, driving his wife's car, with no money in his pocket. (smile) I'm just saying.....
I give up! The saying "Actions speak louder than words" is so true. When I was a teenager, it was common to hear and listen to what a person tells you..... their feelings, thoughts, wants, and desires or whatever it is they wanted to say. I mean, why not believe every word that someone says, as a teenager you haven't really experienced much so you really don't have a reason to doubt the truth in what a person says whether it was your parents, your best friend, or your boy friend. As I grew older, I find myself thinking a whole lot about what others say and do and trying to read too much into people's action. ( I can't help it) For example, if my closest friend says she worries about me but when I am going through so much....why doesn't she call me, why doesn't she care about my well being, why has communication ceased completely? And what about the man/ woman that tells you that he feels a certain way, and how much he/she wants you in their life but never tries to understand you and where you have been in life before he just walks away. Let's not forget your parents, the one's that have brought you into this world. Is your role as the child and your parents role supposed to switch as you get older? Seems this is what happens to me. Is a parent suppose to turn their back on you for his or her spouse? It seems crazy but not unheard of.
After all the broken promises and mixed actions from the people around me, it has caused me to question even the smallest things. This may be good to some but to me I wish it wasn't this way. I'm tired of trying to figure out why someone acts a certain way or says certain things if they don't mean them. People act funny! Just be real.... STAMP!!!
